Lauren. 20. Single. Marylander til death. College Lacrosse Player. Fishing & kayaking
My goal is to get an A’s & B’s in all of my classes this semester. It will be hard but I’m a commuter this year so I can’t just run back to my room & take a nap. I have to wait at campus until my classes are over so I will get my reading done & I can reread if I do not get it I will get my work done ahead of time.
I’m so fucking bored… I need these next few days to hurry up because I’m bored out of my mind… & lonely. I have no wifi or cable at the house at the moment so instead of being at the house I’m at the campus watching tv on my laptop… So I can not be so fucking bored.. I’m about to go home and come back this weekend when everyone else gets here & has the time to spend with me. 😐
Even though my mom & I had world war 3 this summer. Every time I go back to school I feel horrible because I’m leaving her alone.. She has no one to talk to but the dog. My dad will be gone because he has to work in jersey than pa until November. My brothers buying a house so granted he’ll be there for a little but but then he’s gone..
I hate that I feel so bad because she has no one to express her day too. No one to hang out with. And at night I can go talk to her before bed because I know she appreciates it… /: I wish I didn’t feel so guilty for being so excited to move back to school on Saturday but I always feel bad for my mom…
This is when my anxiety drives me nuts. I’m scared something will go wrong.